Truly can't stand my surroundings

I took 2 pictures today of some concerns I needed to send to the fire department. Looked back at the pictures and felt something sink inside me when I saw the profoundly grim ugliness of the place where I spend 8 hours a day sat on a broken chair, shackled to a desk, earning a living by staring at a screen and printing things that don't necessarily need to be printed. I'm the youngest person there by about 25-30 years and decay is just tangible in everyone and everything there, like an old, stagnant, slimy pond. [here](https://imgur.com/gallery/34B4n)

  — IrvingWashington2322